Tagged by Jane Chang !
01. Words could not express what these past years have meant to me. We have had many downs ... and ups, ahhaha. But through it all you have been there for me and in a way, you've kept me grounded. I know that as we've grown older our conversations fewer and emails even less, but I understand why it's hard for the both of us, especially at this point in life right now. I still love you no matter what and I only wish for the best for you. Although this will probably give it away, let's learn how to read maps together !
02. Our conversations are always so dead, ahahhaa. I know that I'm not the most fun person to talk to, but the fact that you still find time to IM me and start up a chat makes my day sometimes. I'm so glad that you're back and that we can continue off from where we left off. I've seen you in your downs and your highs, and cycle of friends, but know that I will always be here, if ever we drift. I mean, really, who else will talk about Super Junior porn with me ?! ;) ;)
03. I'm not going to lie to you and tell you that I don't regret having stopped talking to you. We used to be such good friends, I wonder what happened. To tell you the truth, ( and this isn't just coming from me but several people ) it seems like you thought that you were too good for us and because of that I pushed you away at the same force you pushed me. But now that things are getting a little better and some of that awkward-ness has ebbed away, I hope that we can go back to the friendship we once had.
04. YOU ARE SO PARANOID AHAHAHHAHA. I think you know who you are. But seriously, ahahaha. Out of everybody, I never thought that I'd consider you the close ( well closer than most ) friend that I do now. We've had sooooooo many ups and downs back in the day, though all of that is my fault because when I was younger I liked to talk a lot of smack. Thank you for sticking by me ! I'm glad that we've been getting closer, and share a total and absolute hate for tuberculosis ( ahahha ).
05. It's so awkward around you now I don't really know what to say. I mean, we are still friends, but. I'm not sure how to strike up a conversation with you anymore. It seems like over the two months of summer our friendship has completely gone down the drain. I mean, we don't even really say hi to one another -- not really, if you think about it. I mean, it's sad, and I cherished you as a friend, but I understand that people change and friends come and go in cycles. I wish you the best of luck in all that you do and that you will be successful in your future.
06. Can you say win ? That is what you are. Who else would get excited with me about the Olympics and tell me
ten hours in advance how boring the closing ceremony was ? Only you. I know that our beginning was super ... not so great. If somebody had told me then that we'd be friends now I would have laughed at them and told them that they were stupid, but look at us ! Here we are. I totally admire the way you handle graphics, and wish you would post them more often. :(
07. You are the one person that I can tell absolutely everything to. I have told you this countless times, but really. I feel like I can trust you with absolutely anything in the world and know that it'll be safe. Our fights were always resolved quickly and even then they weren't really fights, which I am quite thankful for. Through a plethora of jokes and nicknames, we stand here as close friends through the test of time. One day we'll go watch a musical together :) And sometimes I still can't believe that I started making graphics before you but you became so much better than me in a short amount of time. What the hell, share your secrets T_T;
08. I'm glad that we aren't fighting anymore. I don't think formal apologies were ever made, but I guess it was better that way. Thanks for making the effort to ease the tension between us :) And for all the good times before then.
09. I tried hard and failed, but that's okay. I like where we stand right now, I guess. I know that it's hard for you to open up and I totally understand that. But I cherish your friendship nonetheless and the random conversations we have about ... well, the most random things somebody could ever think of, such as food network stars and bacon.
10. I've spent countless years liking you and not liking you, and I think I've finally reached a point where all I want to do is be friends and I'm so thankful for that. Though that might partially be in thanks to number eleven, but. I enjoy the quirky nicknames I have for you and the random moments that bring them about.
11. I think you've opened my eyes to something. Something about liking somebody and the effects of the duration, both physically and mentally. After you, I haven't liked anybody, and I can understand you. I gave somebody who didn't return the feelings an entire consecutive year, and then just gave up. Although you've become one of my favorites there, you really changed my perspective and I suppose my heart because it's been dormant for quite a while now.
12. You are an extremist and I don't know how to handle you. Lost virginity, drugs, eating disorders, the works. What haven't you done ? What haven't you told me about ? I am glad that you can confide in me and all, but really. What the heck am I supposed to do when you tell me you haven't been eating for weeks ?
What the hell do I do ?13. I am glad you are out of my life. You were never once caring and never once attempted to keep the relationship alive. We don't like you for that sole reason -- we tried to befriend you but you opted to rather only come to us when absolutely necessary. Well, I'd like to let you know that we are never a last resort, and if so we will never be there for you.
14. Seriously, what the hell, we are random beyond hell. Body masks and Barack Obama, it's all wonderful.
15. Numbers don't mean a thing ! I am so
thankful that I was given the opportunity to meet you this past summer. You have proved to be such a good friend and I am more than happy about the way things turned out. You're funny, perceptive, and a grammar Nazi like me ( although my grammar is awful ! how hypocritical ). I'm glad to have shared a taste in music, and more than surprised that we were such a good match for each other. One day we'll sit in a hot den texting each other while watching a boring movie with a bunch of other people. :D
16. I don't know what happened to us. Oh, that's right. You totally disregarded everything I did for
you and instead left me behind to face the consequences. Thanks to you, I lost two friends that I could still have right now had it not been for you.
17. You are so cute, you make me smile with your random comments and text messages. My only thing is that you overreact way too much in regards to boys and your friends. No offense, but you are way too young to be worrying about things like that. These boys aren't going to be your husband, and these friends ... well, you probably won't see them after high school, if even that.
18. You are quite the character :) I'm glad we close to know each other over the summer, and that I was allowed to capture the wondrous moment of a girl freaking on you and you going along with it LAWL. You know I'm kidding. But really, you're quite funny and I'm glad we're "family." We all need to hang out soon !
19. You look like a bug. :x But I love you. Although there were instances where I never talked to see your face ever again, we worked through them and I guess that's what matters. I hope we still communicate post-high school.
20. Please, brush your teeth from time to time. They stink every morning and I hate having to smell your nasty breath.
21. SKJABKJEHR WE DON'T LIKE YOU WHY IS THAT SO HARD TO PERCEIVE ;000000; As if the fact that NOBODY wants to ever talk to you or sit next to you isn't indication enough ?! Stop bragging about how expensive your clothes were because they aren't that cool and I could have probably gotten them for much cheaper.
GROUP1. Why don't we talk ? Why do I find myself always being the one trying to keep communication going ? I'd like a little effort, please.
I'm not done but I'm tired so. I guess I'll cut it short.
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